Hey dustin!
How goes it? Things are going pretty ALRIGHT for me, I guess, and i say i guess cause ive been having some bad pain in my kidneys, how convient that my pain would be INTENSE yesterday on a WEDNESDAY when the pain started was LAST wednesday, pretty crazy huh? Ohh just to update you on how things are going with my health, like i said I would keep you updated, I got my CT scan results back, and they said it was minor constapation, which is WRONG in my opinion cause it has nothing to do with my kidneys, and thats where im hurting, so it might be just a urinary tract infection, as they first said before, but I have to go back after i take all the antibiotics and get another test, blah joy! Today the pain is SEMI hurting at the moment, but it sucks! I hope it goes away and i hope its not a stone

How are you sweetheart? Thanks for being so kind and sweet to me on Yahoo messenger, your the best! I hope school is going well for you!! I miss talking with you already, you never responded back to my other post *feels sad* but I still luv ya! By the way, did you check out the blog i made at myspace that i told you about, with the special messages to you and christian? I hope so, those were meant for you guys to see cause I really do mean all that i said, you guys are great to me, and i appreciate it so much

*hugs, kisses, lots of love, and A HUGE SPIRAL VIP LOST LOLLI for you*

So when does filming for season 2 start??

Luv ya! :-*

sorry for the slow response my computer has a virus and went down for now. by now i hope you are in perfect health lol. anyway season two starts filming aug1 i believe but i heard that one character dies so hopefully its not me.......

Hey sweetie! Thanks for responding and thats okay about the slow response, i understand about the virus, evil virus, how dare someone send a virus to your computer!!

Aww and thanks so much for the care, your such a doll! Just to update you on EVERYTHING with my health now..well ive only been back to work for 2 days, I was off from work from last thursday-monday, with pain and sickness and going to the doctor and urinologist, I started hurting real bad thursday and then i got sick and threw up when i tried to eat something, i ended up missing work and going to the doctor and they had me do another urine test, friday, i woke up and was getting ready for work, hurting pretty bad, then i got a call from the doctor saying they found 3+ blood in my urine, which is NOT good, they then set me up to see a urineologist monday, i ended up not going to work on friday either cause i was in pain, i was off the entire weekend, so i relaxed and tried to get through the pain, i then was told that drinking beer flushes out your kidneys, SO...i drank some of that, which was DISGUSTING, i eventually got used to it and i had a technique to eat preztels when id drink it! LOL, i did get rather dizzy and lightheaded from them, LOL, but it was ANYTHING to get these kidney stones out, if that is what it was

My Urinologist trip was okay, i had to do another urine test, came back, still had blood in my urine, they looked at my x-rays, and found no kidney stones, I even looked myself, which is a BREATHER in a half, im so glad, BUT, they are concerned about the blood in my urine, and he also said that it could be my joints causing me problems, where i have scoliolis (sp?), he said that could be causing the pain, making me hurt there! I have to soak in hot water for 30 minutes 3 times a day, i have to take motrin and zantax for the pain, and try and not sit down alot for a long period of time, and carry heavy things, he says thats the worst thing! But ah thank god its not kidney stones, but now the blood in the urine is concerning me, and so i have to go back in 3 weeks for another urine test to check for blood

LOL so this has been my exciting and stressful past couple of days! I'm in alot of pain today, i was on the verge of tears at work, i was hurting really bad :'( I still am right now, but its weird how sitting seems to help more than standing, i cleaned tables alot today and about died in pain, which is odd

Season 2 starts filming August 1st?! Really? I thought it was much sooner than that, when is it that 2nd season premieres? Is it in September?

Nooo not another, im still having a hard time getting over Boone's death..STILL! Ive been so depressed about his death, i rewatched the episode "do no harm" and bawled again when i saw him die! And I hope to goodness it isnt you who dies, can you imagine how devastated id be?! *clings unto you* you cannot be killed, i wont let them kill you!

*smooches*

we need to have a protest to not kill scott till season 10 or something right?!?! it will make us all happy

yes we will!!! definetly! make signs that says "Don't kill Scott" "Scotts the man dont kill him!" hahahaha! I would honestly fall out of my chair if you died, then where would the sceve story go? We still need to know about scott and steve! I hear this time its a female, which makes me a bit worried!! Cause i love all the female cast members, and dont want any of the characters to go! *clings unto them* nooo JJ cant do this! LOL

How goes it? Well things with me, have been going downhill since my last report to you about my health, it seems to be getting worse, rather than better

well, i was at work and i started getting severe pain in my back, so i got sent home early, well it got so bad that i couldnt move, i was crying my eyes out, so mom took me to the ER, it got REALLY bad to where i was shaking uncontrollably and feeling like i was going to pass out and pale, and i felt like i was going to puke, so i was taken to the ER and they put a IV in my hand, and immediatly gave me pain medication to calm down all the pain, which eventually it started to calm down and be better, they hooked me up to a cuff that would check my blood pressure, my face got pale and hot and sweaty, and i started breathing real hard at first, which made my blood pressure way up.

Eventually it all died down and i was relaxed and gettin sleepy and the pain then was fine, i had to get so many x-rays done, blood taken, synogram, ultrasound, and everything, and i started to get sleepier and sleepier, but the pain came back, and i had to get stronger med put in my IV which made me REAL tired, so the x-rays come back and they said they were normal, except for something was enlarged, the blood test came back that i had a mild urinary tract infection, and then the synogram came back and said i had 2 cysts on my ovaries which one is bigger than the other and im betting the larger one is where im getting all the pain so i slept while i was waiting on results and what not, and i got the results back as i said before, then they got everything out, the IV, the cathader (which that SUCKED) and as soon as she took out the IV, i puked and puked and puked, it had made me sick where i had all that medicine in me and didnt get to eat anything until they figured out what was wrong, so i was also sick cause i didnt get to eat, so i puked, and they let me rest for a bit.

i have to go to a gynologist (sp?) and get birth control to get rid of the cysts, and if they dont go away, they can rupture, and if the birth control doesnt work, i have to go to surgery, so then they had to wheelchair me out because i couldnt walk cause i was sleepy from the med and lightheaded, after 7 hours of being there, i slept in the car all the way home and my dad had to hold unto my arm to help me out of the car, inside, up the stairs and into my room where i collapsed on the bed and went straight to sleep.

Oh and they had to give me a shot in my back with med. where i puked, which that hurt like hell, and they havent tested the cysts to see if they are cancerous or not, so i hope they do test them and i hope they arent cancerous, ive just been through hell and back, and ive relaxed all day today and slept and im STILL tired

*sighs* when is it ever going to end?

How are things with you?? *huggles* I am having like huge new episodes of LOST withdrawl, i wish the new season would start already, im about to go insane, but ive been watching the entire season 1 throughout the summer which helps, but ack, i want new episodes! I cant wait!

Have you seen the UK promo for LOST? its AWESOME!!

k well get better so you can keep watching sceve lol not to make fun of it but i want you to get better!

Awww thank you sweetie *hugs* your so sweet and i know you werent making fun of it, i understand what you meant, and thank you for all the concern! Ill keep you updated on everything okay?

And even if im feelin bad, ill still watch sceve no matter what! hahaha! Sceve rocks my socks! hahahaa

how was your 4th of july sweetheart, what did you do?

big house party and pool time and jacuzzi time and lots of food all day and a little tennis then watchexd the fireworks......awesome day

Awww that sounds awesome sweetheart, its just a shame i didnt get to be there and celebrate the 4th with you *sob*

I let off remaining fireworks from last year and that was fun, and I got to see our town fireworks display from my house which was huge, really nice finale that had me cheering, i watched some of my neighbors letting off fireworks too, which was awesome, cause they were letting off such huge ones. My friend was supposed to come over and watch us let off fireworks, but she never called :-(

I got in my hot tub a bit later to relax, and watched fireworks being let off while i was in the hot tub, and plus it was heat lightning so that was a pretty sight as well, really lit up the sky

I had a pretty good 4th, although it would of been better if id gotten to celebrate it with you *giggles*, and plus I love the 4th so much better at the beach than home, because then EVERYONE is out on the beach letting off these huge fireworks and its so beautiful to watch and to join in on the fun with our fireworks (me and my family) and plus about 2 years ago, someone on a ship that was out in the ocean was setting off fireworks from their deck, so THAT was awesome as well

Well sweetie, todays the day, i go to the doctor to figure out what i can do to get rid of the cysts, and i hope that whatever they give me, will get rid of them, i had a bad pain attack lastnight and began to cry, it really sucked, but today i find out what can be done to get rid of them, and find out just how serious they are and everything, so wish me luck with that, because im quite nervous!!

so hows your schooling going? Studying hard?

Luv ya! *smooches and hands you a huge VIP spiral lost lolli*

weird that you had bad pain ;ast night because my shoulder gave me bad pain too enough to wake me up several times and even the vicadin didnt help.im better today though.rough day bodysurfing at sandy beach i geuss.

Awww *massages your shoulder* im sorry to hear that your shoulder was bothering you lastnight, im glad its better now *kisses*

yesss you need to be careful when you bodysurf sweetheart, you dont wanna get hurt! Im going to the beach hopefully at the end of this month, ive tried bodysurfing a couple of times, i rode one successfully ONCE! that was fun!!!

Well i went out of town to get checked, and they put me on birth control pills to get rid of the cysts, so hopefully it will go away, i was in so much pain again today, but i couldnt leave work cause the stupid 12 o clock host quit, so i was stuck at work all day, it sucked real bad


question....is it true about Maggie? did she get fired??? thats what im hearing

i dont know about that rumor but i heard a rumor that a girl will not be in season two so i dont know......

*bites nails* im so nervous about that, why is it do i have this feeling its emilie aka Claire? Whyyyyyy must i have this feeling!? ahh

Guessss where im going in 7 days?!! Daytona beach florida! I am so excited!!! I cant wait to go there, there is however a lurking about tropical storm near there, im hoping that its there and gone by the time we get there, or moves another way and doesnt decide to hit us while we are there!!!

I cant wait to ride the waves, however where i go is called "The Shark Capital of the World" so pray for me that i dont get attacked by a shark this year

so hows your summer been? And school?

summer is alright so far....been going to the race track and raced my friends nissan 240sx...maybe ill start racing my motorcycle sometime......school this fall will be okay its the spring that will be really tough though. so anyway good luck on shark wrestling and remember no eye gouging k.fight fair and square

Hey there sweetness!

Sorry it took me so long to reply, been busy these past couple of days, working and getting things ready for the beach which im leaving for in 2 blessed days!!!!

Well that sounds fun going to the race track and racing your friends nissan, i wanna go i wanna go! LOL you racing your motorcyle would be so hot!!! *wink*

Awww im sorry, well at least the fall wont be as bad, i bet youll be dreading when spring rolls around though, dont sweat it sweetheart, im sure youll do fine!!! *sends you good vibes for the spring*

Whats this i hear about no one being allowed on the set when Season 2 of lost starts filming, *sulks* but what about the slumber party as i also heard you posted about on the LB?! I was gonna bring so much goodies, especially my huge VIP spiral lost lollis that i know you love! *whine* that sucks! *wink*

Thanks for the good luck, and aww come on no eye gouging? Not even once? What if the shark does it first, ill be forced with reacting and poking his eye right back!!!

And great news...Tropical Storm franklin moved off, hallijuah! I was getting worried, its not gonna hit florida now! Woohoo!

What if the shark bites me? Can I bite him back? LMAO

Hey dustin

I came back from the beach on August 6th, and I had an absoulute BLAST, the week went by so fast for me though, it seems like it just flew by, but i had blast none the less, felt very LOST like on the beach, and no shark fighting for me this year, hahahaha, i did lots of boogie boarding and body surfing! It was a blast! Rip currents were pretty bad though from last year hurricanes, you could just feel the water pulling you out, it was crazy!!

It was sooo hot out, insanely hot, which i did alot of laying out and when i got too hot, i went out into the water for a long long time, im addicted to the ocean, i love it

I entered a LOST sweepstakes, and if i win...i get to go to Hawaii!! Im so anxious and hope that i win!!! Hey, maybe if i win and go, maybe we could meet up and hang out, that would be lots of fun!!!

*smooches*

hows the summer been for ya?

coffee on me if you win......glad to hear no shark attacks or eye gouging and hmmm well i must go to class shortly......

*blush* your so sweet!! Mmmm coffee that sounds like a plan!! Ah im so sad that i dont get to go to that BBQ, save me a rib, and hopefully when i do come to hawaii, you can have another BBQ and i can come, and then we could hang out a bit, that'd be alot of fun

ahaaaa christians gonna miss out, nana nana nana nana, hes gonna miss out meeting me and hopefully another BBQ and the hanging out, wish me luck on winning that sweepstakes, i have my fingers crossed! hehehee

I am actually wanting to get into acting, i want to start taking acting classes and get all the experience that i can get, and im actually thinking about going to hawaii to try and audition maybe for a part in LOST, maybe an extra or something, i would love to be apart of the show

then who knows..maybe they'd write me as Sceve's love interest, *wink* hahahahahaha

Yes noo shark attacking nor eye gouging, was quite nervous though to be in the water and i dont know if i told u or not, but a beach patrol when i was down there, they ran over someone who was layin on their beach, ran over their butt and legs, the beach patrol person didnt see her, ran her over with the car, eeeek it was crazy!!!!

but yeah it was a blast, i miss the beach, so much and now a evil hurricane is just sitting off the coast of daytona beach, and im worried

By the way...it was AWESOME hearing you on Kaidys show tonight, your so cute!!! Im all smiles now!! *hugs n kisses and hands you a huge spiral motocycle shaped VIP lost lolli*

Oooh and in one of my latest blog entries on myspace, i made a shoutout to you in the post, i hope you read it at some point and comment, it was sweet! i think ull like it

Have fun in class sweetness *smooch*